However, I do check my stats from time to time, and I noticed that this blog got several hundred hits during the last few days. I also noticed that visitors to this blog have been reading the extensive back catalog of posts I have written. There come times in the history of anyone who uses words when they have to eat a few of their own words, and I have lately realized that I need to eat some of mine. So here goes...
I started blogging back in 2006-2007, when I was just beginning to awaken to the real nature of white American power. I had been (and still am) a Christian, and a big part of the teaching I received from mainstream American evangelicalism was the notion that I should support American supremacy wherever and whenever possible because America was God's nation, and that the Republican Party was the party of true Godliness and Christian virtue. My process of detoxing from that Kool-Aid began with my leaving an abusive church run by a family of petty criminals. From that point I began to notice the patterns of abuse which not only appear in abusive churches whose leaders are not held accountable, but also extend to corporations, political parties, and nations whose leaders put themselves above accountability.
I had voted for George W. Bush in 2000 and in 2004 while still under the influence of mainstream American evangelical Kool-Aid, but in 2006, the contradictions and injustices of the Bush administration proved to be too much for me to swallow. As a person of color, what especially triggered my gag reflex was the appearance of overt anti-Latino racist campaign ads sponsored by the Republicans.
From 2007 onward, therefore, I began to search for and be drawn to writers whose perspective was not jingoist American patriotism. That unfortunately was the time during which writers such as Dmitry Orlov were becoming popular. He was a smooth talker, and his writing accurately captured many of the criticisms I had of America and of the historical and ongoing use of American power to oppress the vulnerable.
Over time (and especially as the police murders of unarmed African-Americans became much more obvious), the criticisms voiced by Orlov were joined by criticisms voiced by other Russian writers and media outlets like Russia Today. What I did not know was that these voices were not being raised in order to call America to repentance or to provide a viable alternative to the things they were criticizing, but to divide America in order that Russia might take the place of global hegemon. I also did not fully understand the extent to which national narcissism, exceptionalism, racism, white supremacy, and intolerance of other cultures had become part of the bedrock of Russian culture and society.
Thus it was that if you were reading my posts from 2007 up to 2016, you would have detected a strong pro-Russian bias. But those days are over. What ended them was the election of Donald Trump and the revelation of the part played by the Russian government in installing neo-fascist leaders and governments in many nations of the Global North. What ended my pro-Russian bias was also the revelation of the role played by people like Aleksandr Dugin in the formulation of Putin's geopolitical strategy. The words I must eat are the words I spoke in praise of Russia (and Putin) as some sort of viable alternative to the oppression which characterizes American power. Russia is no alternative. To steal a bit from Tolkien, Russia is to the United States what Boromir and Gollum were to the One Ring.
So...if you want to read my back catalog, please also read a few of these posts:
- The Black Hole At The Imperial Center
- No Strangers to Самовлюбленность
- The Resistance Heats Up In Russia
- Or, any of the posts that fall under the heading of "The Revanchism of the Third Rome."
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